Fumbling Towards Ecstasy
Friday, July 23, 2004
| What is your name?: | Ayanna |
| Are you named after anyone?: | nope |
| What's your screename?: | seche |
| Would you name a child of yours after you?: | nah..there are so many names around |
| If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: | devon |
| If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: | nobody nah |
| Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: | Ayana ; Iyana |
| Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: | DEFINITELY! I dont want my father to say that I am his daughter. |
| Basics | |
| Your gender:: | I think that question should be asking for my sex eh....female |
| Straight/Gay/Bi:: | straight as a pin; i love piggy |
| Single?: | not any more |
| If not, do you want to be?: | nope |
| Birthdate:: | 14 feb |
| Your age:: | 25 |
| Age you act:: | I would like to think I act 25 |
| Age you wish you were:: | 18 and I wish I had the knowledge that I have now |
| Your height:: | 5 feet 6 inches |
| Eye color:: | brown |
| Happy with it?: | yeah |
| Hair color:: | brown/black |
| Happy with it?: | yeah |
| Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: | right handed |
| Your living arrangement:: | on my own, not by choice though |
| Your family:: | small |
| Have any pets?: | nope |
| Whats your job?: | educator of young minds |
| Piercings?: | three in each ear |
| Tattoos?: | nope |
| Obsessions?: | reality shows |
| Addictions?: | Carol's tamarind balls |
| Do you speak another language?: | yes french spanish and a lil japanese |
| Have a favorite quote?: | You are a God among insects-Magneto |
| Do you have a webpage?: | yes |
| Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it | |
| Do you live in the moment?: | yes I do |
| Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | not all the time |
| Do you have any secrets?: | yes |
| Do you hate yourself?: | sometimes |
| Do you like your handwriting?: | yeah. I learned cursive using vere foster books |
| Do you have any bad habits?: | yeah..i procrastinate |
| What is the compliment you get from most people?: | you're a good listener |
| If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: | school Daze |
| What's your biggest fear?: | to disappoint my family |
| Can you sing?: | i USED to sing in my school choir so yeah I can |
| Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: | yeah |
| Are you a loner?: | sometimes yes |
| What are your #1 priorities in life?: | happiness, education, improving relationship with God |
| If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: | yes I think I make an interesting lime at times |
| Are you a daredevil?: | no way |
| Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: | I dont like my temper |
| Are you passive or agressive?: | both when i need to be |
| Do you have a journal?: | yeah |
| What is your greatest strength and weakness?: | strength-I may complain but I come up with solutions to the problems. Weakness- I think about myself a lot |
| If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: | my need for complete privacy. It shuts out people at times |
| Do you think you are emotionally strong?: | yes I am |
| Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: | dont get me started on regrets. But I never regret initiating a convo with my bf hee hee |
| Do you think life has been good so far?: | it has had its downs, but overall yes. God has been good. |
| What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | Dont give up. If you ride out a storm, you will see blue skies again |
| What do you like the most about your body?: | my eyes |
| And least?: | my boobs |
| Do you think you are good looking?: | yes I am |
| Are you confident?: | somewhat |
| What is the fictional character you are most like?: | wow tough question |
| Are you perceived wrongly?: | by students, but that's done on purpose |
| Do You... | |
| Smoke?: | no |
| Do drugs?: | no |
| Read the newspaper?: | yes |
| Pray?: | yes |
| Go to church?: | yes |
| Talk to strangers who IM you?: | no |
| Sleep with stuffed animals?: | no |
| Take walks in the rain?: | only when I am caught off guard |
| Talk to people even though you hate them?: | yes |
| Drive?: | not yet |
| Like to drive fast?: | no |
| Would or Have You Ever? | |
| Liked your voice?: | yeah |
| Hurt yourself?: | on purpose? no |
| Been out of the country?: | yes |
| Eaten something that made other people sick?: | made ME sick!!! |
| Been in love?: | oh yeah |
| Done drugs?: | no |
| Gone skinny dipping?: | no |
| Had a medical emergency?: | yes when I was 8 |
| Had surgery?: | thank God no |
| Ran away from home?: | yes |
| Played strip poker?: | no |
| Gotten beaten up?: | no |
| Beaten someone up?: | no |
| Been picked on?: | no |
| Been on stage?: | yes |
| Slept outdoors?: | no |
| Thought about suicide?: | yes |
| Pulled an all nighter?: | no |
| If yes, what is your record?: | nil |
| Gone one day without food?: | no |
| Talked on the phone all night?: | yes |
| Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: | yes |
| Slept all day?: | yes |
| Killed someone?: | no |
| Made out with a stranger?: | no |
| Had sex with a stranger?: | no |
| Thought you're going crazy?: | yes |
| Kissed the same sex?: | no |
| Done anything sexual with the same sex?: | no |
| Been betrayed?: | yes...damn ass! where is he now huh?? HUH?? j/k |
| Had a dream that came true?: | I have had episodes of deja vu |
| Broken the law?: | no |
| Met a famous person?: | Kitchener. He piched my cheek in Hilo when I was about 7 |
| Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: | no |
| On purpose?: | no |
| Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: | yeah |
| Stolen anything?: | no |
| Been on radio/tv?: | yes..radio |
| Been in a mosh-pit?: | no |
| Had a nervous breakdown?: | i thought I was having one when I was in sixth form |
| Bungee jumped?: | no |
| Had a dream that kept coming back?: | yeah. I was always in a car where the driver couldnt drive anymore and I had to drive |
| Beliefs | |
| Belive in life on other planets?: | who knows |
| Miracles?: | yes |
| Astrology?: | no |
| Magic?: | no |
| God?: | yes |
| Satan?: | yeah |
| Santa?: | not any more |
| Ghosts?: | eeekk! |
| Luck?: | yes |
| Love at first sight?: | no |
| Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: | no |
| Witches?: | no |
| Easter bunny?: | no |
| Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: | yes |
| Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: | no |
| Do you wish on stars?: | not any more |
| Deep Theological Questions | |
| Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: | yes |
| Do you think God has a gender?: | yup..that's what I was made to believe |
| Do you believe in organized religion?: | no, but I am part of one |
| Where do you think we go when we die?: | that I am not sure of nah |
| Friends | |
| Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: | yeah |
| Who is your best friend?: | i dont have a best friend nah |
| Who's the one person that knows most about you?: | my friend in the states |
| What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: | wow..I have gotten some good advice in my life |
| Your favourite inside joke?: | Dark Lord |
| Thing you're picked on most about?: | my loud laughter |
| Who's your longest known friend?: | my friend in the states |
| Newest?: | Cary |
| Shyest?: | i dont know |
| Funniest?: | Alana |
| Sweetest?: | Cary |
| Closest?: | Friend in the states |
| Weirdest?: | I dont have weird friends |
| Smartest?: | we all intelligent |
| Ditziest?: | no ditzy friends either |
| Friends you miss being close to the most?: | sec school friends |
| Last person you talked to online?: | my HOD |
| Who do you talk to most online?: | my bf |
| Who are you on the phone with most?: | my bf |
| Who do you trust most?: | my sister |
| Who listens to your problems?: | my bf and my sis |
| Who do you fight most with?: | i dont fight |
| Who's the nicest?: | my niece |
| Who's the most outgoing?: | Sonja. she talks to EVERYBODY |
| Who's the best singer?: | Sonja too. She is in a parang group |
| Who's on your shit-list?: | gosh..that is a long one |
| Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: | once they are my friend, I'm not attracted to them like that |
| Who's your second family?: | my family is enough |
| Do you always feel understood?: | no |
| Who's the loudest friend?: | Alana |
| Do you trust others easily?: | not easily |
| Who's house were you last at?: | my bf |
| Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: | my bf |
| Do your friends know you?: | yes they do know me a lil better |
| Friend that lives farthest away:: | my friend in the states |
| Love and All That | |
| Do you consider love a mistake?: | no |
| What do you find romantic?: | lots of things |
| Turn-on?: | love of giving oral sex |
| Turn-off?: | bad hygiene |
| First kiss?: | sloppy |
| If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: | bad. I dont like hurting people's feelings |
| Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: | yeah |
| Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: | i did it a few times |
| Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: | beauty is in the eye of the beholder |
| Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: | some yeah |
| What is best about the opposite sex?: | intelligence |
| What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: | large appetite for sex |
| What's the last present someone gave you?: | pearls |
| Are you in love?: | yes |
| Do you consider your significant other hot?: | muy caliente! |
| Who Was the Last Person... | |
| That haunted you?: | nil |
| You wanted to kill?: | she reads this blog |
| That you laughed at?: | the man who was trying to say strategically on the news |
| That laughed at you?: | some student I'm sure |
| That turned you on?: | my bf |
| You went shopping with?: | my sister |
| That broke your heart?: | my ex |
| To disappoint you?: | my mom |
| To ask you out?: | cant remember |
| To make you cry?: | my mom |
| To brighten up your day?: | my niece |
| That you thought about?: | my sister |
| You saw a movie with?: | my bf |
| You talked to on the phone?: | my bf |
| You talked to through IM/ICQ?: | my hod |
| You saw?: | my sis |
| You lost?: | no one |
| Right This Moment... | |
| Are you going out?: | no |
| Will it be with your significant other?: | no |
| Or some random person?: | no |
| What are you wearing right now?: | home clothes |
| Body part you're touching right now:: | my leg with my elbow |
| What are you worried about right now?: | how am I going to buy all the things I need with THIS salary? |
| What book are you reading?: | reader's digest |
| What's on your mousepad?: | dell |
| Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: | tired, peckish, bored, miserable, loved |
| Are you bored?: | yeah! |
| Are you tired?: | yeah |
| Are you talking to anyone online?: | no |
| Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: | no |
| Are you lonely or content?: | content |
| Are you listening to music?: | no |
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